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nite

people and friends
lets join plurk so i can know your daily life

im sure sometimes you feel like typing something but u think is too troublesome to type on journal so i think plurk is a good place to express as you only need to type a line or something and any time you like

http://www.plurk.com/iberubun

this is mine
GO JOIN PPL

finally finish my exam
but will take my school entry exam on wed *fights again*
rly tired @_@
because i slept around 2 and woke at 7.30 morning

then after exam i wenht shopping with abbie untill 9 something
then abbie bike to ikebukuro so i decided to acompany her back to our nearest train station (which need 1 n half hrs)

yes...im trained
by wearing high heels walking for half a day already make me get used to it
and walking with flat bottom is nothing for me now....
i still feel great after coming back

LOL

btw...since my mom asked me to buy cameras...
yes 3 CAMERAS...
i went to the new electric store which is newly opened

holly which make me feel like buying a pro camera...
since is quite cheap compare to others OTL
and is canon...and is on discount
is around rm2000 but before discount is rm3000+

im gona go to the older electric store to compare the price and go back ther...
so, i think if i'll b continue cosplaying, i should just buy one instead of using a digital camera...is really not good to use digital camera..
is embarrasing when you see no one holding a digital and all with pros and with the reflecting board wth

srsly after coming here, i never use my digital for taking humans...
i don't even dare to take it out...
though i find my digital good but still cannot compare to the pro ones

i discussed with my mom
at 1st she rejected me
well some financial problem
then she went off and so i closed my video cam
then she came back
....still because she's my mom
and i on back my cam and she ask me to use my money wisely

she ask me to get it and then bring it back and see which is better for family use...
then my old one will be for them
srsy i feel very sorry*cries*
thank you very much mom T^T

i kinda regret buying plane ticket back to malaysia because just the plain ticket can buy me a very good camera or survive for 2 months
so, to not regret coming back, i need to enjoy as much as i can when i go back

i rly dont like planes as...it takes holly 8 hours just to come back and is expensive...
so i need to rethink when i wana go back next time...

well...need to work then...srsly next year i need to get my butt off to work

I just noticed that compared to my previous entry, nothing really changed since then (a little over a month ago). I should totally be doing my final projects right now and starting on my personal statement for graduate school. Why has the past 4 years been so difficult? I still enjoy college but it's been so difficult in so many different ways. Well, I'm guessing this applies to every college student out there. Anyway, drawing seems like a place of paradise. I can't wait until I get to draw some personal projects soon! Once grad school applications are out... I'll be free to work on anything! (Hopefully a job, too)

now, what i should do the most is...

OBSERVE AWESOME COSPLAYER'S PHOTO AND SEE THEIR MAKE UP STYLE

NO!!!

I SHOULD STUDY!!%@%@%
i gave up

anyway talking about cosplay...
this world is too big
theres too many amazing pretty cosplayers which make me envy them so much
their sharp long chin
their seme look
their smooth looking skin(maybe photoshoped)
thier photoshop skill

their pro camera and cameraman

so what i can do now is improve cosplay...
by make up and solving skin problem >.<
as i'll b doing souji for CF and need a more manly look, not too fierce yet hv a scary aura...
HARD
%@$%@$%@^@

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
i wan a long sharp face instead of fat round face...

btw
this is rly my taste
i rly love the colour the face feature n expression
I ENVY THIS TYPE
http://anothersp.blog60.fc2.com/

good evening everyone...
tommorow will be my exam
but is too hard and i don't know what to prepare OTL
shall just leave it...

yesterday night, after coming back from game center
abbie : today's weather is quite warm
I : ya
abbie : wana go public bath?
I : ok
and lim was with us then and we ask if he wanted to go too.
abbie : hey it;s full moon, wana cos air gear?
I : ...ok(half kidding)

ended up...
me : agito/akito
abbie : kazu
lim : half photographer
........

OTL
anyway...before starting...
i wana say...i improved *cries* expecially on make up ;__;

( lalala )

after eating dinner with yuna(korean friend)
we went to game center then head back home around 22.30
abbie said the weather was good and is a full moon...

then this is what happen at midnight...





teaser :

will update tommorow since i'm tired

VEGE!



my dinner yesterday since is my turn to cook
i always eat with abbie and we will take turns to cook
because meat is expensive and i will not buy meat which is more expensive than 300 yen

and we prefer soup for dinner..
3 days ago was my turn cooking curry
lim sometimes join us since is curry and is hard to cook a small amount
I did not have any meat that day and i left only potatoes and curry cube
i asked Lim to give me an onion and some meat (my carrot spoiled)

i finish eating 1st only lim came
I ; take more potatoes don't take so much meat, abbie don't eat potatoes
lim okay


2 days ago abbie cooked fish soup, and just a big piece of fish and the rest are cabbage and toufu

abbie : come you can have more toufu *pours more toufu for me*
i : ok, but i want more fish too
abbie : lets just finish the fish and not let lim eat

but we still left some fish for him hahah

then yesterday,
i : take more vegie

3 days ago - take more toufu
2 days ago - take more potatoes
1 day ago - take more vegie

....is there anything wrong with our life?
IT SOUND VERY POOR HAHAHAHAHAHA*dies*

NO WE'RE NOT THAT POOR UNTILL WE CANT AFFORD BUYING MEAT
though i find it really pityfull and funny but i hope my mom won't notice this if not she'll kill me asking where did i spend

i m just trying to have a balence diet *GET STABBED* im lying OTL
i did not spend on anything recently D=
i just...think for food, anything which taste good is acceptable and not expensive(though i really love meat)

The next few days I will be dead so...orz

( right right left left )

just a small thing a person do will make me happy

like a person talking to me
or looking at a person's face
or hearing a person's voice
or saying my clothing is cute

just a small thing i do will make myself happy to

like finishing my props
eating delicious food
looking at the end results of my drawing
walking along the road with my coat with the cold weather yet warm
looking at friends and my idols blog and see how are they doing daily

just a small thing a person do will make me sad

like saying I m stupid
or ignoring me
or reject me
or insulting me

just a small thing i do will make me sad

like being too passive
not being able to fight back
not being able to self-control sometimes
being such a weak little kid

but such thing
i will not tell anyone
i always keep them in my heart
i think is too embarrassing to tell anyone so i hide them in my heart
because im such an idiot who have high pride and think myself is smart and don't show any weakness to anyone
D=
im scared to get hurt and here my pride comes to protect me
im so scared to get insult or being look down...

im an idot

i can't online for a day again...
it seems that someone has being using program which attack your internet line causing you not able to on

i called to the company and they restart the whole thing, then making my line the fastest now and restart the whole system
yes my line seems to be attacked for days already...

after 1 or 2 days they'll change my speed to normal again and i hope that time i'll be able to on again...
since my line will be good only for 5-6 hours and i'll get dc for 1-2 days...
hahaha....

btw i hv been thinking if i should join akaipu(cosp.jp) web since abbie joined...
but im kinda scare of that place because is messy and too many pro cosplayers >w<

Ohohohoho happy start-of-December, everyone. ♥

Here's a little something to celebrate. 8D



( ...who's there? )

internet sux
after 2 days not able to online i feel like im not connected to the world
i cant check my friends and my idol's journal wuuu

exam ...only 1 week left >.<

i feel so sukish
not CG-ing for quite a long time already
i see ppl imporving like hell and me still at the same point
when only will I start moving?
when will I start walking?

i think the main problem is with my life style
why the hack am i keep going out like a normal girl OTL
NO WAY
I NEED TO STAY AT HOME AND DRAW
BUT WHEN IM AT HOME I'LL ONLY WATCH GINTAMA WTF

LET ME DRAW LET ME CG SOB OTL
i sux so much
i just can;t get myself working
is my own fault

*tired*
shoot i feel tired i wana sleep arteadly...but is only like hell 10.43 OTL
today....went to butler cafe again
mainly coz i wana..go like 5 times so i can hv a present on my bday
but they said they change the format and only 10 times u'll hv a present and 5 times is a secret service $#@$@#%

and....LEON WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS THERE?
OTL
thanks to him i can give the drawings i drew...
because it'll be really ashame to pass the drawing to ppl who i did not draw them
so i pass all to leon

when i pass to him he said
L : wide open eyes could it be...
I : yes
L : O_O
I : pass to him

....AAA WAS THERE YAY
okay im tired...
oh...i dyed my hair again
AH DON'T KILL ME NOT MY FAULT
i just wana dye it a darker colour so i bought a dark brown dye...
but it turn out to be...HELL BLACK WUUU

it look like the me who just came japan...
i still ove brown wuuu
should i perm my hair....hm....

thats all
who wana cos HAKUOIKI WITH ME ON DAY ONE CF???WUUU

... really good! Hopefully the last one too. But power ressources are almost empty =_=

I will give it all! Fightooo~ Oh!

So, battiegotriddim and I did a shoot last Nov 24th, and I wanna share it with you guys.


♥

Enjoy~

( 9 more shots! )

After calling to the internet company for almost once every 2 days
my internet is finally slightly better

but then is still not very good
i keep getting dc when i try to load webpages and i can't log into MSN

which make me...not seing my parents for almost a month already
....i think i really need to give them my phone no OTL

exam is really soooooooonnnnn
dec 6!!!
and then my college exam is on 9th OTL
why are things so troublesomeeeeeee
OTL

look i did half of my weapon...

yes what is this
.....is....actually the base of the sword, but i only notice it was broken after...
leaving it for 1 month++ without touching and only opening the wrapping fw days ago
the wood poked my finger tip and it bleed WUUUU

rarara

the...part of the handle...
OTL

the rest...will conitnue after finidng manilacard
....hell where can i get manila card
jp don't sell manila card?

Got this from hibiemi~ :3

Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 unlimited 8D holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

②
Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

1. ART!!! *____* (of Rose? RoseEndo? Bell? CenBell? 8D or any other characters of mine XD)
2. Super Senior Delf Dew! ♥ (and a million other dolls HAHA)
3. Stuff for my boys X3
4. Stretchy black/white blouses/hoodies!
5. Laceless Chuck Taylors or Vans, in black/white with stars/skulls/stripes!
6. Wacom Intuos4 ;o;
7. Fanfiction? 8D Ficlets? 8D
8. Shirtless photos of your boy dolls dedicated to me. OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
9. 500GB external hard drive O_O
10. ...art. >_> ♥

OH AND I WANT ART BY THE WAY.

You guys should make wishlists, too. :3 *nods* And I'll do my best to grant a wish. ^o^

...also, this day last year, I completed my second boy, Bell Kreuz.



Happy 1st Anniversary, Bell!
I loooove youuuuuuuuuuu ;o;

...no new photos cause he's with his love Cen right now. X3

...ALSO.



I've fallen in love all over again. XD
My favorite, after five album replays of trying to decide, is Whataya Want From Me.
Close favorites are Music Again, Sleepwalker, Aftermath.
...AND EVERYTHING ELSE?

HAS ANYONE LISTENED TO IT YET???

Oh and if you plan to bash him this is the wrong place to do it. XD

Kthxbai. <3